I'm falling in love

i think i am starting to fall in love again.

but this would not be easy. some things are complicated. 

if he loves me, he's going to wait for me, and if he loves me, he is going to fight for me.

<3 good luck. fighting!

Oh my Venus koreanovela

i wanted to share with you that i love watching korean tv series. lately i was loving the romantic comedy and drama series entitled "Oh my Venus".

I love the words given by the leading lady which was "If you believe, you can do it."

For him.because he is special.

Hi! i'm back into writing! I am sharing my experiences of heartbreak. We all go through different type of heartbreaks, this phase is the worst part of life.
I hate crying. I do not like the feeling of missing someone. I do not like the feeling of being all by myself.
But during these times, we learn how to appreciate what we have...
friends, each friend is unique. they care, they talk to us, they give us hugs, they listen, they give advice..they accompany us, they make us laugh.

Well, i never grew up becoming very close with my family, so i never get to tell them about what i feel and experience. Most of the times i go to friends and talk about everything.
Thanks for all the friends that i have. I get by every day. Especially during these past few days where my heart really really aches.
Still, i thank God that i have a family. They love me i know. it's just that i grew up with mental illness. lol.

grammar

I read my previous blogs. i wanted to correct the grammar on most of my blogs. but i thought. i will let them stay just like how they are. who reads them anyway? i also wanted to see if there is an improvement in my English grammar and proficiency over time. is there? haha. do i have to mind?

of course it is important. indeed relevant. absolutely necessary.

Forgive

We will all go through lots of pain during 20's. Thinking, will they ever stop? Still wishing they will, but i believe no matter what, they do or not, circumstances happens for something good and something you ever wished for, good or bad, consciously or unconsciously.

There is a great truth about what Dr. Steve Maraboli had said, "The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward."

Great peace within is what you will going to feel once you learn to let go of the hurt or grudge.

Life is too short to waste time feeling not good. I believe that we only have limited time on earth and we should live it the way we ever wanted to; happily, abundantly, notoriously, without hesitation and without regret.

Forgiveness is the first step in living the life you ever wanted because it makes you be free of the unwanted baggage that you need to throw so that you can start to soar to the heights of what you ever wanted to be.

Peace! Love! and Forgiveness.

Thanks for the time reading! <3 to all.

@ 20's

Most of the people at twenties are rushing to get their goals done. Perhaps, goals that have been laid out for them, or of some, goals that they had set for themselves.

It's really hard to say if we have already been able to control our ego and use it wisely.

I believe we have reached the time where we have been awaken on what we could really do. We have been awaken and we now know what we already have. We have reached that point where we don't look to add something up from outside ourselves but to gain more of the inside.
In knowing these, we have gained our ability to govern the sails of our boat. We become like skilled sailors.

Because of that we don't have to compare our lives to other peoples lives. Even if our ego will cry in rage but we should learn how to discipline it. We should learn how to let go and appreciate other people too. We should learn to let go of our desire to compare ourselves to others, we can only compare our lives to who we are previously and to who what we want to be.

Don't you think we are at the right place, at the right time, with the right kind of imperfect people but altogether they help us build the kind of personality and life that we have?

NICU Nurse

I'm a NICU nurse. NICU stands for Neonatal Intensive Care Unit. I'm a nurse who specialize in neonates (babies who have just been born up to the age of 1 month) who needs specialize care because of some neonatal problems seen after birth. In short I work in an ICU for the newborns.

So I work 48 hours a week in the hospital. I love my job.It's so fulfilling to be able to do this job. It's challenging, emotional, requiring much effort, intelligence, efficiency, effectiveness, and lot's of love.

There are so many small things that happen in the NICU. We see lot of smiles from the expecting parents, sometimes we see fearful eyes from our baby patients, some we see anxious parents, and most of the times we see all sorts of miracles happen. These are some of the things that makes a NICU Nurse special; to be able to handle all these with grace, and to make sure that she's using her best to make everything be all right. 

There are also a lot of tears you'll shed when you are a NICU nurse. Tears of joy as you discharge a baby whom you had cared for quite long, tears when all your efforts had been all used up and things still not going on the direction that they should be and the baby can't manage to keep up because of immaturity and you can't do anything but to let go. Those times when you want to give all the best for the baby but the parents don't care much as you would like to, or parents who give up because they can't support the ongoing therapy. That's when we have to make some alternatives to settle all these.

And we give our best effort for everybody's sake because we value life. There are so many much more lives to save.

These are for the NICU Nurses and to all the NURSES in whole wide world! Cheers to all!

Much love to you!